REMINISCENCE

Two 'o clock and I wish that I was sleeping

You're in my head like a song on the radio

All I know is that I got to get next to you

Yeah I got to get next to you

Sitting here turning minutes into hours

To find the nerve just to call you on the telephone

You don't know that I got to get next to you

[Chorus]

Maybe were friends

Maybe were more

Maybe it's just my imagination

But I see you stare just a little too long

And it makes me start to wonder

So baby call me crazy

But I think you feel it too

Maybe I, Maybe I

Just got to get next to you

I asked around and I heard that you were talking

Told my girl that you thought I was out of your league

What a fool, I got to get next to you, whoa

Yeah it's five in the morning and I can't go to sleep

'Cause I wish, yeah I wish that you knew what you mean to me

Baby let's get together and end this mystery, oh

[Chorus]

Maybe were friends

Maybe were more

Maybe it's just my imagination

But I see you stare just a little too long

And it makes me start to wonder

So baby call me crazy

But I think you feel it too

Maybe I, Maybe I

Just got to get next to you

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?

How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?

How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?

How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Whatcha got to say? Whatcha got to do?

How ya get the one you want to want to get next to you?

Yeah, yeah, to want to get next to you

[Chorus]

Maybe were friends

Maybe were more

Maybe it's just my imagination

But I see you stare just a little too long

And it makes me start to wonder

So baby call me crazy

But I think you feel it too

Baby call me crazy

But I know you feel it too

Maybe I, Maybe I

Just got to get next to you

Yeah, yeah, yeah

I got to get next to you

Jordin Sparks - Next To You

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anyway

all the time i spend today was

TEACHING MY SMALL BROTHER and STUDY!

*Claps*

i only spend like 2 hours max on the com from noon to night!

all i have been studying is HITLER

ADOLF HITLER.

for SHIMIN's INFO!

anyway.

now i start to dread going ONLINE!

and that is not the typical ME!

i love going ONLINE to chat.

BUT whenever i see you online,

my heart starts to shake.

and tears start rolling down

SO ,I have to stop thinking about you.

BUT whenever i ain't studying,

thoughts of you start filling my mind.

AND

it can't be stopped

unless I get back into studying.

SO which conclude,

i am trying to use studying as an excuse to get you out of my mind.

which is like 30% doing well.

and yes.

those lyrics that were underlined is how i feel now.

BUT i know nothing would come through.

Blogging somehow is still a way i can express how i feel.

And somehow it is really nice to blog out.

instead of telling someone.

Although alot of people might want to know.

BUT i can ignore.

As for the case of telling,

that person would start questioning which i don't really like.

ANYWAY,

sorry SHIMIN.

i have to GO OFFLINE!

whenever i open messenger,

the first thing i do is to see.

whether he is online or not.

and WHEN i use my COMPUTER,

i will just go to her blog.

and see!

which is somehow a torture!

anyway,

this post is so random and messy,

just ignore.

that is how i feel now.

real messed up!

my thoughts are all messed up since that day.

i should not have find her blog.

neither should i start liking him.

it is such a torture now!

i gotta give up everything.

and be back to square one!

cause that is how the REAL ZHIXUAN and OLD ZHIXUAN should BE!

loves;

toodles!

overdue pictures UP!

those people who attended the wedding

femy ; shimin ; her duck ; me

at farrer park MRT

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A smile is all i can do now since day

it is just seriously impossible for me to forget you now

maybe we're friends ; maybe we're more ; maybe it's just my IMAGINATION

LOOK CYCLOPS!!

i am on the drums BUT SERIOUSLY i can't PLAY!

heart in bbq sauce

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THINKING?!

LOOK AT RP!

GHOSTS!

SUPERWOMAN!